Merry Valentines Hours

At last, the only comfortable way to buy your wife a 50,000 car and not feel embarrassed or ill at ease, while she repays with a pen, and an ugly tie. Now go hang yourself cause you got a pen; that seems to be the only use for those dreaded things... 

You may be asking yourself, "Why must it be a certain day to say "I love you," when we have the right to say it any time at any place, besides any religious private school where they don't believe in love? Why can't we just rebel and make every day valentines day so we can feel love ALL year? Is it a good idea? Will it be good to buy expensive unnecessary items for a temporary "loved" one? Why does me head hurt? It is screaming... can you hear the screaming? Oh my gawd... I am scared. AAAAAURGH, It's happening again!!!" Well, the answer is quite simple.

But I won't get into that.

I just wanna wish you a happy Valentines day and hopefully you have been satisfied with your... "present". Chao.

Current mood: Edgy

Listening to: Sonic Bowel Movement.

More updates.....

  School has been such a drag recently... It's been getting in the way of so many things. I've been stressed out over my grades and have been really wanting to care about them, but I just... can't. I feel there's something wrong with me... both me and my mom think I have or had or will have a case of Autism. For those whom doo not know what Autism is, it's a mental condition mainly present during early childhood, characterized by great difficulty in communicating and forming relationships with other people and in using language and abstract concepts. Of coarse it's easy for people to get lazy when it comes to unnecessary duties they must accomplish to determine where you'll be within 30 years, but lately it's been getting fucking ridiculous... and I've been talking to myself much too much lately. It's really weird. 

  I also have a growing distaste for mankind and can't separate the fact that animals are different from humans, though I know it's not true. If I don't keep sane in this uncontrollable society we call a home these days, then I fear this monster will step forth and satisfy itself with blood of the humans, despite all the out of control urges this dreaded machine of mine... desires and whatnot.... or something. I dunno. It's 6 am on a Tuesday, so I'd better get ready to suffer in hell. Who needs hell when pain like this exists on earth?

Current mood: absolutely terrible.

Listening to: the early morning traffic.

PS: I got the worst haircut. The Asian lady didn't do a good job and the manager was cussing at her in japanese. I have no hair in the sides or in the back, just peach fuzz, and on the top is an uneven mop. God its so terrible... and I swear to gawd it's not funny.

PSS: I have a new my space. Sort of a back up, not really. Here's the link:

http://myspace.com/baconpiggy

Ouchies

Today in class, at around 4th period, it hit me... my dream and imaginary world collided with reality, causing a mental breakdown that caused me to be stupid for some minutes.... not hours. It was actually pretty freaky, because no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't think, nor concentrate... I kept dozing off into different thoughts, then my head fell, then I woke up, then again, then again, then again.... it just kept on going, like mutated rubber pants.....

And for some reason, I'm no sleepy anymore. My face looks like a mess topped off with some bloodshot eyes. I suddenly realize what importance a two hour nap means to me...

Current mood: The craps.

Listening to: The constant drifting of my thoughts born in various dimensions...

Hot Damn

As you can tell, I haven't updated my blog in quite a bit, and lately I've been trying addicting things I should've never tried at all [video games, television, etc.], so now I'm completely brain-dead and bored enough to actually write in this little thing with this little keyboard...

I've literally stayed up since yesterday doing absolutely nothing but playing video games and watching Invader Zim on itunes. Not to mention, its a MONDAY on the FIRST DAY of the QUARTER, so I guess you can say I'm all prepared to learn and have fun and learn.....<:[. This is one of those times where I'm literally awake ALL NIGHT and don't even take a normal hour nap like usual, to keep myself from having baggy eyes...

My eyes hurt. I can't find my eye drops.

I'm not too sure on what else I should talk about, but it seems you know too much information already, so I'll stop by and kill you anytime. Chao.

:P

Listening To: My heart skipping beats.

Current mood: Very bleak.